Behind The Mirror

All right,
of course I know who I am
I’m not proper to you
so, who am I what you mean?

May be you think
I’m scary guy in the dark all way?

You have to know
I’m so crazy in lovin’ you
my heart gonna be run when I’m intending you
I scared tapping sound of my heart
I felt that I don’t purpose to anybody
I’m small thing that always
be stirrup in the way

I wanna you to be understand
my feels, my loneliness,
my restless, my scared,
my think of you.
Its still doubt every time,
every pixel in my eyes.
I can’t stand anymore with this feel
Save my mind far away
or dissolve from this world

So essentially, you, to me
This night, confused
I don’t know what should I do?
Better I never know you than
this time I’d love you

2004